★Thoughts 0f Mine☆

Why is everyone mad about FFS?
stop asking me to buy you, I have no money. I repeat, I HAVE NO MONEY, SERIOUSLY.

By the way, love is in the air^^

heard on the car radio just now:
'Di Miri, Sekolah Kebangsaan Chung Hua Miri merupakan sekolah yang pertama ditutup...Seorang murid disyaki dijangkiti H1N1..'
my BM not that good and can't remember word for word on what the DJ was saying, but you get the point.

School closed for 1 week due to 1 case. 1 week at home. that means more studying and piano-practising(teacher's orders!)I hope that the school won't treat this as the mid-term hols. If really like this, that means we have to go to school during the holidays..T.T...

I am really starting to have an interest in stars and galaxies, thanks to form 3 Science Chpater 9..The Universe is so cool..XD

today..
unknown time, unknown lesson..can't remember
I went and got tricked by a bunch of monkeys at the back of the class.
they used lame jokes to attack me=.=

food fair - 09/08/09( should I go?)

piano exam - 10/08/09

trials 1 - 14/08/09

omg...

There was a solar eclipse today. Or we just couldn't see it here in Miri. Didn't see the real thing. Classmates were so excited about it. But I think they only succeeded in blinding themselves. After staring at the sun, they were seeing things in different colors. LOL.

Sat for the New South Wales exam today. As usual, it resulted in a major headache. Surprised to see Letitia and Jeremy in the room. The test paper was so nice. So colorful. So blinding. They are trying to turn us color blind. Like one page is black in color. Then when you turn to the next page, YELLOW. The English standard was so high compared to Malaysian standards. But the passages were nice. Enjoyed it while half asleep. Haha.

To all the people taking their piano exams this season, Good Luck!! God Bless =)

'Did you know that xxx is in...?'

'WHAT????!!!!! That is so not fair!!!!'

'What the...'

ugh...there we go again. to the one who said she prayed this morning, do it again

Saturday. No difference. Had to wake up early for band practice. Performance this Tuesday for sports day..ugh.. I hate performing at the outdoor stadium. The field is like crap and you risk twisting your ankle or tripping yourself over when you perform there. CRAP,CRAP,CRAP...Felt surprised that I can still run 2 rounds straight around the field even though we didn't have practice for almost a month already..and I was the first few to finish the 2 rounds. so, woo^^

In the afternoon, went for youth. Soo Ching didn't come. I think she wanted to tell me but I was at tuition and I don't have a phone..See?that's what you get for not having a phone. People can't find you at all without going through a lot of trouble. Listen to a talk at youth. Learnt something valuable this afternoon. 'If you think you can. you can' 'Everyone is special' 'Have faith in youself' that kind of stuff. We were asked to do something by the pastor. She wanted everyone of us to hold the teddy bear she brought and do something for 15 seconds while another person took pics of us. It was LOL. Couldn't stop laughing.

After youth I was supposed to go to Lee Yii's farewell party, but didn't go in the end caused felt tired...and there is some other reason. Anyway, I just hope that Lee Yii had a great party and hope that she will fit into the new environment quickly^^ Gonna miss her and her sis. No one to compare my height to after she's gone. Take care o...^^

God Bless =)

Melanie: Another day...

me: yea...

don't know why, but felt like school is pointless.
In the morning, walk into school, go long tone.
Try to get juniors to do practice with me. Not working.
When I was a junior, if I ever get the chance to at least TOUCH my instrument, I'd be so happy. But you guys made it look like learning your instrument is a big burden. Then why did you join band in the first place? Why did you choose my instrument? I was supposed to find a new bell player among you guys. But the attitude you guys showed me is so disappointing, you made me lose all hope of ever finding another partner. So frustrated. Every time I look at the list of juniors, I will want one particular person back, but will also know that it's not likely. But the others? Not one of you proved to me that you could be the next mallet percussion player. Even if you've been in the band, chosen my instrument for one or two years already, the standard you showed me is like the standard of someone who've just joined the band. If you're a slow learner, I'll understand. But if you're LAZY, well, you know what a normal person would feel seeing you like that.
After that, class, lessons, teachers blabbering away. Classmates concluding they're not learning anything and are better of doing their own work. Some teachers don't really teach. Made us have no mood and did not want to try and even listen. Hello? PMR? Ring a bell?
noon time. bell rings. go home. next day usual routine all over again.

that's school?

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you how to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest puddle.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, 'I'm NOT going!'

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice-cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over her lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastics, to one birthday party to another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking her to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 years old, she suggested a haircut.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14 years old, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15 years old, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive a car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you get.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, and carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye from outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, 'It's none of your business.'

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, 'I don't want to be like you.'

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.


When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for your future.
You thanked her by growling, 'Muhhh-ther, PLEASE!'

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, 'Things are different now.'

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were 'really busy right now'

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then one day she quietly died. And then everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on your heart.

so...莫等闲，白了少年头，空悲切

XD

'Good afternoon,sir. We are from the Chung Hua Miri Brass Band. Our school is having a food sale on the 8th August and we were wondering whether you would be kind enough to sponsor us...'

'But my son studies in Chung Hua already'

(colleague),'But I thought your kids study in Riam?'

'Shh!!'

LOL

the excuses people come up with...haha..nice experience though
everyone did really well..especially this afternoon. Sorry guys, had to leave halfway..but felt so happy when i heard about the results.

can't believe the government is change some subjects to BM..good thing my batch won't kena, but the younger kids like my lil brother will have to go through all those.
thought it was one of the most STUPID ideas the government has ever come up with..not the first time. The kids of the future will have to go through a hard time..couldn't stop ranting in class.. But Aisha said something that made sense. Imagine the stupid cute nerd having a point. Well, she is a nerd and stupid too..HAHAHAHA...AISHA SUCKS BUT I STILL LOVE HER!!XD
she said that this can help some of the kids. Some of them couldn't get good marks in Maths and Science cause it's in English. And maybe if the language is changed maybe they can do better..hmm..Bittersweet conclusion.

Honestly, still not happy about the CRAP idea they came up with..
to Someone:

know you are feeling down and tired. Pray to God and he will make things right.
I will pray for you too. All the Best =)

God Bless

these 2 days band members set out to find sponsor. I 'm in Ben's group. Boulevard again...3 years already. Result was not bad, considering the economic crisis and stinginess..XD
tired..knee hurting. Think over strain.Been happening since training for Spain.Ouch...maybe a good night's sleep will make it better..
tomorrow..another day..have continue where we left..Lots of conflict in my mind right now. Should I do this? Or should I do that?hate this...
Good Luck to all my group members tomorrow!!XD

I MISS THE STUPID CUTE NERD!!!
2 days. without you beside me, so bored...no one to do pointless bickering with, no one to call 'stupid cute nerd'
so quiet too. no one scream RIIKKKAAAA!!!! I MISSED YOU!!!every time you see me(except claire, but that's different)XD

1st July:
on the last day of Nonami Camp, me, Ben,Nat and Ryan took Mr Nonami out for dinner at Marina Bay. Normal person would think 'woot!expensive!' So correct the last sentence: took Mr Nonami out for a picnic dinner at Marina Bay.XD
anyways..promised Mr Rawing will take many many pics. IN YOUR FACE RAWANG!!!wakakaka..
the non-stop pic taking will start: